Finally updating my blog after a very long time.

So much has happened since I last updated.

Been in and out of a relationship, made and lost friends, been wasted and now being in the best shape of my life.

So what should I update first?

With no order of preference, I'll start with the relationship part. Not really gonna go into details but just the rough skeleton of wats been going on these past few months.

Guess it started sometime after her bdae, 25 August. I finally patched back with my first "official" gf Adeline. She was a nice person, but people change over time. We didn't patch back for long, broke up again few days before our 2nd month.

How? Well, the story's quite messy but doesnt really matter to me anymore. What I knew from my side of the story was she fell for some other guy. A friend of mine. Of course now no more friends. She told me she was with him but couldn't tell me who it was. Not a very good idea. I broke off a lot of ties with a lot of my friends. And lost a few. But doesnt matter. U gain some u lose some.

I had a rough idea who it was though, but till today I'm still unable to confirm. But why guess? As long as I have a person who I think it is its enough. I don't need to know the truth. Better to lose 1 friend even if he's innocent than to lose a group. Sacrifice. But I don't think that's the case. Everything adds up. WEST MALL DOG.

*Shrug*

Anyway, after my breakup, I was very very depressed. I like totally entrusted my whole heart to her, cause she was such a nice girl back when I used to know her. I didnt' know she'd changed so much. I was drunk for 1 month. I went drinking everyday and cried and drank and cried and drank. Ok maybe not 1 month, maybe 2. It was hell.

But I was lucky. Throughout the whole time, I had a lot of friends who stood by me. Who carried me when I was at the weakest point in my life. Friends who would give me a comforting word, drink with me till dawn and give me a pat on the back and give me the strength to move on.

Without these friends, I wouldn't have made it without you. I really have to honour their names here. TCM, 12, Chun Yuan, Tianzi, Ivan, Sarah and Sean. Very thank you.

But its a good thing. A good thing i broke up. With this breakup, I finally found the anger. The hatred. The most powerful driving force that is driving me till today. And with this powerful burst of emotions, I have been training relentlessly. With the new year that came both Western and the Lunar new year, I've set but 1 goal.

To take on the Featherweight championship and go pro. It still seems like a dream and very far. But slowly and surely, I'm sure I can do it. I may have started slow, but as the animes always say. "The tencai will lose to hard work". I believe as long as I train. As long as I train more than my competition. It will be achievable.

Enough updating. Late already. Morning road work tomorrow. Sleeping soon.

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